july 7, 2026
hiiii babyy
it's me again! your sweet cringey guppy mwhehe.
I've been making this for days straight na, and yes. I had to lie (again) about what I was doing whenever you asked me
for almost a full weeek na and I've been on chokehold, struggled so much not to tell you talaga. I just suck at programming
ksi and yk nman I've been sick din, so I'm sorry I had to really make time to do this, but I hope this gets to cure your
boredom even just for a few minutes of your time, since I know we've had a lot in our chest.
and I'll warn you na that this might disappoint you din and I'm sorry it's not a lot, but i genuinely love doing these
kinds of stuff even if it just seems dumb, I've been trying to contain my excitement since the start.. and just so yknow,
obviously I've never done this for anyone (I swear to god), so it feels as though I made this for myself bc I consider this
kinda sacred- not in a weird way but it's bc I've never programmed a full on website for anyone let alone myself. but i love doing it,
just anything to see that smile on my pretty babybumbum's face.. (and it's because I trying to save money to pay my debts pa po ayay)
it's really been quite the stretch for both of us lately. I'm sorry I didn't get to be there
with you during your first few job applications, but I already know that whichever
job you land, they're gnna be lucky to have the smartest and hard working pug in the world.
and I'm getting a bit jealous na ayay. and she's getting a bit old na mm mm we're both pushing 30 na ughh ewie po
remember the first time we greeted each other for our 18th birthday? when we both turned legal? and
when you used to call me your therapist pa? feels like such a long time ago na yet it feels like it was
just recent lng din for me. (ik i always say that). and gosh now all of the sudden,
you're 20 years old na po ayayay.
on a serious note, I hope you wouldn't just see this as me "doing this for the sake of a/b/c" it's how I get to
express myself in a way that feels the most comfortable for me.. and It's really when it's with you lng din or when I'm alone.
but this is the first time I've done an actual letter that's digital, especially in a way I've never done before..
ik you probably get that feeling din, kind of like with your doodles-
oooh now I really miss my box of our stuff ndin..
I miss your smell.. I miss being there with you..
god knows how much I've missed everything with you.
just can't believe we've went through that na together, and the longer
I'm away from you, the more it starts feeling like we're really not together na.
that's really one of the best things I've experienced in my life. there'll
never be a thing to compete with that. I've always thought of this as a gift, I hope
you know that what we have is really special to me. and because you are incredibly special to me.
despite our ups and downs, our flaws, our hardships, I've honestly never expected it would last this long
because of how uncontrollable and out-of-hand things can get.. or how I'm really not the type of person you'd
like, and how difficult I get to deal with.. yknow naman din that in order to achieve a healthy and good relationship,
we have to go through the bad, even when we try our best to avoid them..
but no matter how negative things can feel at times, i always see the good in everything you do.. you always bring me
true happiness that only I can understand because it's beyond words.. even if it doesn't seem like it,
I consider us healthy because of how far you and I have become...
every single one of our fights reminds me lng to be stronger and that we'll both continue to grow and be better
as long as we do things right together... that's what I've always wanted to do with
you.♥
I'm really proud of you. I feel for how much you try every day. I hope you know that I always see that side of you, even if it feels like everyone's in your way.. just remember that guppy's always here by your side no matter the distance.
those past two months talaga, gosh may and june, even this past two weeks i know goooosh i'm sorry. still can't believe I had my first actual "moving out" ordeal, got a job in the midst of all that mess while you were on a vacation with your family pa in subic, eating chimichanga! ayayay!! then i got to basically live in your house na for almost two weeks.. we did so much ndin and that whole week felt like a fever dream.. it felt like world war 3 was about to start na (not to mention the political state of the world-donald trumps idiocracy w starting up wars, how he's trying to drift people's attention away from the epstein files. even just the whole system of our society is just beyond messed up. it's starting to make me feel like schizoprenic and i feel like we live in a simulation na ughhh).
anyways, I hope you still get to enjoy your day baby, even if guppy's not there on the exact day.
I want you to give yourself some time to relax din muna and to just take the day off..
oh and one more thing baby-
